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Today I am in agony. She's kicking like she wants to come out and I wish she fucking would. My whole being hurts and I'm tired and I want to go back to bed but people won't stop texting and when I don't reply they call and when I don't answer, the house phone rings.

It's ok, I'm not slumped at the bottom of the stairs, I'm just trying to get some rest which is what you all keep telling me to do. Can't really do that when you won't leave me alone...

I'm going to go out and get some breakfast (there is no milk or bread or anything that can pass as breakfast in the house) and when I get back I shall bring my duvet downstairs, switch all the phones to silent and watch DVD's.