Broken doesn't even begin to cover it.
The husbands absence has made me realise just how heavily I depend on him. I'm exhausted. My skin is horrific, I can't concentrate, my eyes are dry and I have a sore throat. Waving the white flag, Lilian wins.
From now on if he has to go away for more than two nights, we're going with him.
I simply don't have the energy to write anything more...