Hello.

I haven't written anything for a week, I've been trying to forget about writing for a while seeings as it got me into a spot of bother not long ago (the bother, in question, simply wasn't worth the stress but I was hurt and I guess I still am) but writing is very therapeutic for me. I could just write in a journal but my blog isn't only for you to read, it's for me to look back on and something for Lil to read when she's old enough. And anyway, why the hell shouldn't I write about the trials and tribulations of motherhood? If you don't like what you read, why the hell are you reading it?

I've had so much support and love from you all since the beginning, but especially after my last post, it's pretty overwhelming and I caught myself in a bit of a tearful mess a few times. It amazes me how spiteful people can be but on the flip side, how kind and caring and thoughtful and supportive people can be. People I've never even met.

So I'm gonna keep writing through the mess that is my life at the moment and suck up all the good times Lil and I have every day, even if she is teething like a you know what right now.

I love you all xxxxxxx